Enlightenment in the midst of chaos.

There once was a girl, clueless as hell. 

She was confused and unhappy and all was never well. 

She was awkward and lonely and a perfect introvert.

Mellow she maybe, albeit her mind constantly alert.

She found a new toy that set her heart ablaze. 

The spectrum of feelings it gave her, left her in a daze. 

But as life would have it, time was cruel.

She tried real hard but lost her heart’s fuel. 

It broke her, she fell into a mindless abyss. 

And lost herself, her manners amiss. 

Silent tears and racking sobs had her face all swollen.

For she missed her spark, the one time had stolen.

She moped a while but soon got back on her feet, 

Time had been cruel, But it was time for a treat. 

She shed some burden and gained some stride,

She fought back time and changed the tide. 

At nights she let her mind wander, 

“Why’d It get so bad”, she’d wonder.

She played it all again and relived the retrospect, 

And wished she’d given a little extra time to introspect. 

For all the time she gave that toy.

Did she really get that much joy?

She laid down the toy and looked in the mirror, 

Silent tears washed her eyes and made her see clearer. 

A smile creeping in the corner of her lips,

She saw that the toy did not make her heart, do those many flips. 

She  looked into her eyes, 

Her soul waved back affirming their ties. 

She opened her mouth and those words came through, 

She promised herself forever and always, “I love you”.

There now is a girl, clueless as hell.

But at least she knows now, that all would mostly be well.